like am i really doing this with 100% humility or is there a tiny little bit of pride in me somewhere?
am i really doing this 100% for that person's good, or is it a little bit for my benefit too?
what's in my heart when i say that, do that, give that, write that...?
i wonder about my motives sometimes. because i desperately want them to be pure. i agonize over it sometimes. i talk to my wife about it and probably worry too much that i'm getting "off." all because i want to be genuine in my motives.
then i read this awesome quote a while back.
"Don’t worry about purifying your motives. Simply know that they aren’t pure, and proceed.”
– David Steindl Rast
i guess that's one way to look at it. :)